Fine tips piercing like a light,
never lose control and sight.
Say for love there must be fight,
but for me never been a slight.
Friday, June 20, 2014
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Regarding Betrayal
Three common reasons when friends or family betray us.
1. Foolishness
Under this category :
- Inability to understand someone's character, tendency, and intention that leads to misunderstanding.
- Inability to communicate our thought in clear word.
- Weak stance. Those who doesn't have strong principal of life. Easily affected by someone else.
2. Hatred
- Past mistakes that leave permanent mark in mind. Even if forgiven, any provocation will make it revealed again.
- Hatred that born from misunderstanding.
- Hatred that born from differences of thought or culture.
3. Greed
- Greed that blinds people make someone can do unthinkable deeds.
- Greed for money and for deluded love.
Those who have small chance to betray us.
1. Those with small greed. Having a certain degree of renunciation towards worldly delight.
2. Those with a certain degree of concentration and self-control.
3. Those who understand how fragile this world is.
4. Those who has strong compassion.
1. Foolishness
Under this category :
- Inability to understand someone's character, tendency, and intention that leads to misunderstanding.
- Inability to communicate our thought in clear word.
- Weak stance. Those who doesn't have strong principal of life. Easily affected by someone else.
2. Hatred
- Past mistakes that leave permanent mark in mind. Even if forgiven, any provocation will make it revealed again.
- Hatred that born from misunderstanding.
- Hatred that born from differences of thought or culture.
3. Greed
- Greed that blinds people make someone can do unthinkable deeds.
- Greed for money and for deluded love.
Those who have small chance to betray us.
1. Those with small greed. Having a certain degree of renunciation towards worldly delight.
2. Those with a certain degree of concentration and self-control.
3. Those who understand how fragile this world is.
4. Those who has strong compassion.
Labels:
Lesson of Live
Faith
I'd rather be a naive child that still believe in heaven and hell then being an adult that only believe in money.
There are people that are overly proud of their worldly achievement such as good career, good business, beautiful spouse, and many else. I wonder, are they ever think that it won't be with them forever? Running away from reality will only make it more painful...
There are people that are overly proud of their worldly achievement such as good career, good business, beautiful spouse, and many else. I wonder, are they ever think that it won't be with them forever? Running away from reality will only make it more painful...
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Personal Thought
Monday, June 9, 2014
Ignorance and Hatred
Ignorance breeds ambition...
Fail to see what is the source of happiness, what is the source of pain, thirsty peoples crave for salt water. Our greed can't be satisfied by feeding it, even with every kind of pleasure available in this world. Because nothing is permanent, including our mind.
Ambition blinds empathy...
In order to get everything we want, we could do the many unthinkable cruel things to others. For the sake of worldly ambition, call it money, power, or sex, even family and friends could be sacrificed.
Lacking of empathy breeds hatred...
Hatred towards other, hatred towards us. Those whom we hurt hates us, those who doesn't think like we do, we hate them.
Hatred breeds anxiety...
Drowning in the ocean of sins, life like "to kill or to be killed". Fear become a part of live, because we fear that others would treat us like we did. Hell is nothing in afterlife, because sins of hatred and cruelty making us always seeing hell on earth.
Fail to see what is the source of happiness, what is the source of pain, thirsty peoples crave for salt water. Our greed can't be satisfied by feeding it, even with every kind of pleasure available in this world. Because nothing is permanent, including our mind.
Ambition blinds empathy...
In order to get everything we want, we could do the many unthinkable cruel things to others. For the sake of worldly ambition, call it money, power, or sex, even family and friends could be sacrificed.
Lacking of empathy breeds hatred...
Hatred towards other, hatred towards us. Those whom we hurt hates us, those who doesn't think like we do, we hate them.
Hatred breeds anxiety...
Drowning in the ocean of sins, life like "to kill or to be killed". Fear become a part of live, because we fear that others would treat us like we did. Hell is nothing in afterlife, because sins of hatred and cruelty making us always seeing hell on earth.
Labels:
Lesson of Live,
Personal Thought
Friday, June 6, 2014
Final Distance
By : Utada Hikaru
I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent
I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance
Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little
I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one
I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you
You, who gets hurt with a single word
Taught me what loneliness is
When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you
I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words
I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you
I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent
I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance
Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little
I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one
I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you
You, who gets hurt with a single word
Taught me what loneliness is
When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you
I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words
I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you
Labels:
Song
To The Western Sky (Nishi no Sora e)
By : Spoon
Making my way through the blueness of the sky
I'll reach you with all my heart
My broken watch should be left here
If there is something to believe in...
Until I grab hold of my dreams, my eyes won't change
From looking up at the distant western sky
If I want to cross over it, I can't look back
I wear down my shoes as I move on
With every single breath I take
I'm happily escaping
Even the straight path is surprising and uneven
I'm not worried about the gaps
Until tomorrow is in sight, I shall raise my head
Aiming at the far-off western sky
So I'll never forget, don't let go of these hands
My priority is what is most important
Until I grab hold of my dreams, my eyes won't change
From looking up at the distant western sky
If I want to cross over it, I can't look back
I wear down my shoes as I move on
Making my way through the blueness of the sky
I'll reach you with all my heart
My broken watch should be left here
If there is something to believe in...
Until I grab hold of my dreams, my eyes won't change
From looking up at the distant western sky
If I want to cross over it, I can't look back
I wear down my shoes as I move on
With every single breath I take
I'm happily escaping
Even the straight path is surprising and uneven
I'm not worried about the gaps
Until tomorrow is in sight, I shall raise my head
Aiming at the far-off western sky
So I'll never forget, don't let go of these hands
My priority is what is most important
Until I grab hold of my dreams, my eyes won't change
From looking up at the distant western sky
If I want to cross over it, I can't look back
I wear down my shoes as I move on
Labels:
Song
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
The Day We Used to Spend Together
We take a nap,
you cook a dish.
we were gone holiday,
I just sit smiling.
We talk many joke,
we sing many songs.
You share your life,
I just listen to them.
We're hanging out,
you keep the mood.
Are they all just a dream?
The bubble that vanish into the air.
Family or friends is just a name,
by money and power they're swiped.
you cook a dish.
we were gone holiday,
I just sit smiling.
We talk many joke,
we sing many songs.
You share your life,
I just listen to them.
We're hanging out,
you keep the mood.
Are they all just a dream?
The bubble that vanish into the air.
Family or friends is just a name,
by money and power they're swiped.
Labels:
Poem
Reason for Unsettle
Beberapa waktu ini ada 2 orang yang berkata pada saya : "Kamu sudah dewasa, kalau aku nggak bisa membuat kamu mengerti, aku nyerah..."
Pernyataan itu membuahkan pemikiran di benak saya. Jadi karena sudah dewasa, sudah mandiri dan bisa cari uang sendiri, mereka tidak lagi punya otoritas atas diri ini. Mereka tidak lagi bisa mengancam akan mengusir atau menampar saya. Di lain pihak, dengan kata2 seperti itu, selain mereka tidak mau berusaha lebih lanjut untuk membuat saya mengerti, itu juga berarti andaikata ada kejadian yang menimpa saya saat ini sehingga mereka berkata demikian di waktu saya masih kecil, pasti saya sudah dimaki-maki dan dipaksa diam tanpa penjelasan lebih lanjut.
Mungkin itulah kenyataan hidup... Yang kuat akan menggunakan kekuatan mereka "demi kebaikan". Berapa banyak hal2 yang tidak terselesaikan karena sikap seperti itu?
Anyway, andaikata saya masih dipertemukan kembali dengan mereka2 yang telah membuat unsettle things pada saya sejak saya masih kecil, saya akan pertanyakan pada mereka, "Kenapa dulu kamu sedah memaki saya didepan umum lalu kemudian merobek layangan kami? Tidak cukup puas kah???"
Pernyataan itu membuahkan pemikiran di benak saya. Jadi karena sudah dewasa, sudah mandiri dan bisa cari uang sendiri, mereka tidak lagi punya otoritas atas diri ini. Mereka tidak lagi bisa mengancam akan mengusir atau menampar saya. Di lain pihak, dengan kata2 seperti itu, selain mereka tidak mau berusaha lebih lanjut untuk membuat saya mengerti, itu juga berarti andaikata ada kejadian yang menimpa saya saat ini sehingga mereka berkata demikian di waktu saya masih kecil, pasti saya sudah dimaki-maki dan dipaksa diam tanpa penjelasan lebih lanjut.
Mungkin itulah kenyataan hidup... Yang kuat akan menggunakan kekuatan mereka "demi kebaikan". Berapa banyak hal2 yang tidak terselesaikan karena sikap seperti itu?
Anyway, andaikata saya masih dipertemukan kembali dengan mereka2 yang telah membuat unsettle things pada saya sejak saya masih kecil, saya akan pertanyakan pada mereka, "Kenapa dulu kamu sedah memaki saya didepan umum lalu kemudian merobek layangan kami? Tidak cukup puas kah???"
Labels:
Diary,
Personal Thought
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