Offering

The queen who embrace this earth,
if I give you half of my live,
will you feed me and protect me?

The queen who embrace this earth,
if I give you half of my happiness,
will you take my pain as well?

Half of them has been thrown,
for the sake of attaining blue sky.
So, even if I give you other half,
I have nothing else with me.

For you who could protect me from bad dreams,
but the other one will wake me from this slumber.

The queen who embrace this earth,
if I give you halves, I had nothing more.
Will you have mercy on me?
Can keep a little sincere smile to be shared?

Defect

If done for the long time,
Even the hardest rock will submit to dripping water.

How can the broken mirror got fixed?
Even if it united again, the pieces only reflect nasty image.

How long the concealed faults keep concealed?
Even if we try to be perfect, different defect will sprout.

The thinking of "beautiful imperfect world",
Until when will this faith remains?

Sometimes all we need is just words of consolation,
A word that can change peoples' heart.
But who could understand this and dare to gave this words?

Sky

The vast blue sky which embrace everything,
will I ever reach it?

The vast blue sky which embrace everything,
can I embrace all things like it does?

what so called distances are mind's creation.
When the time comes, surely...

Happiness, Smile, Sacrifice

Someone please tell me,
how can I keep both smile in the middle of tempest called time?

Someone please tell me,
how can I keep their smile in the darkness named ignorance?

If happiness is the ultimate sacrifice for the sake of that,
tell me, if someone will keep mine after I keep theirs...

~Ignatius Xaverio~

Friends

What is the meaning of having friends?
Is it to accompany your journey?

What is the meaning of having friends?
Is it to share both joy and sorrow?

What is the meaning of having friends?
Is it to have someone who understand you?

I wanna be your friends,
but how long it will lasts?
For our memory will fade someday...

Mimpi

Cinta adalah mimpi,
bayangan tidak berdasar yang cepat lambat akan berlalu.
Ketika satu mimpi berakhir,
haruskah aku berpaling dan menangis?
haruskah aku tersenyum dan menyambut mimpi berikutnya?
atau harusah aku terdiam karena semua itu tidak nyata?
Aku hanya berharap segera terbangun dari semua ilusi tentang kebahagiaan dan kesedihan ini...

Some of College Friends

He who comes and go unexpectedly :

Finding a way through hardship,
Realize that nothing lasts forever.
In thirst a mere water seems nice,
Everyday ordinary become wonder.
Nobody wants to walk a lonely life.
Drenched in pain seeking salvation,
Yet so far, but it's so near.

He who accompany in many business :

After all we've been through,
Let me become one for you.
Valley and mountain won't be able,
In every possible way to separate us.
Neither sad nor sorrow, but it's a purity.

He who is sentimentally though :

Appearance is like mirage.
Red like wine your fine lips,
Inside your heart is deep void.
Endlessly dancing in cold eternity.

He who seeks the meaning of live :

Marching endlessly in sorrow,
And don't know how to stop.
Redemption won't touch you,
Time will never give up its pride.
Identity is just a mask within mask,
Never can save you dear.

He who dance in happiness :

Just sitting alone on the dark,
Even ever know what freedom is.
Find a place where soul must be,
Recklessly run without direction.
Is the time within has been stopped?

He who always loving and lusting :

Meeting and parting again and again,
Are we supposed to be together?
Reach my heart to be part of me,
Can you feel my warm embrace?
Or my feeling towards you?

He who always think of money :

Roaming in the middle of night,
Insisting to strip everything.
Key of the door was thrown,
Knocked out till unconscious.
Yet I feel the pleasure this time.

He who singing the song of live :

Waiting for eternity in coldness,
In the grave banquet is held.
Let the scream of night echoing,
In the mortals' heart they dwell.
Under hearts do darkness sleep,
Seeking for light it never understand.

He who write this all :

Break the soul of your beloved,
Alter it with the darkest of night.
Real nightmares starts now,
Reality is not different from it.
Yell as loud as possible all you live.