Struggle

Fine tips piercing like a light,
never lose control and sight.
Say for love there must be fight,
but for me never been a slight.

Mirage

A great mountain I dream,
how peace I found no sin.
Within a mirage we swim,
this truth so few has seen.

Regarding Betrayal

Three common reasons when friends or family betray us.

1. Foolishness

Under this category :
- Inability to understand someone's character, tendency, and intention that leads to misunderstanding.
- Inability to communicate our thought in clear word.
- Weak stance. Those who doesn't have strong principal of life. Easily affected by someone else.

2. Hatred

- Past mistakes that leave permanent mark in mind. Even if forgiven, any provocation will make it revealed again.
- Hatred that born from misunderstanding.
- Hatred that born from differences of thought or culture.

3. Greed

- Greed that blinds people make someone can do unthinkable deeds.
- Greed for money and for deluded love.

Those who have small chance to betray us.

1. Those with small greed. Having a certain degree of renunciation towards worldly delight.
2. Those with a certain degree of concentration and self-control.
3. Those who understand how fragile this world is.
4. Those who has strong compassion.

Faith

I'd rather be a naive child that still believe in heaven and hell then being an adult that only believe in money.

There are people that are overly proud of their worldly achievement such as good career, good business, beautiful spouse, and many else. I wonder, are they ever think that it won't be with them forever? Running away from reality will only make it more painful...

Ignorance and Hatred

Ignorance breeds ambition...

Fail to see what is the source of happiness, what is the source of pain, thirsty peoples crave for salt water. Our greed can't be satisfied by feeding it, even with every kind of pleasure available in this world. Because nothing is permanent, including our mind.

Ambition blinds empathy...

In order to get everything we want, we could do the many unthinkable cruel things to others. For the sake of worldly ambition, call it money, power, or sex, even family and friends could be sacrificed.

Lacking of empathy breeds hatred...

Hatred towards other, hatred towards us. Those whom we hurt hates us, those who doesn't think like we do, we hate them.

Hatred breeds anxiety...

Drowning in the ocean of sins, life like "to kill or to be killed". Fear become a part of live, because we fear that others would treat us like we did. Hell is nothing in afterlife, because sins of hatred and cruelty making us always seeing hell on earth.

Family

Fake smile and insincere kindness,
All I want is nothing but love.
My mind is wondering like child,
In pain trying to believe in fairy tale.
Live is nothing like happily ever after,
Yelling for help, you get back-stabbed.

Final Distance

By : Utada Hikaru

I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent

I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance

Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little

I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one

I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you

You, who gets hurt with a single word
Taught me what loneliness is

When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you

I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words

I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you