Awry

Too much perfection is not good,
because a bit imperfection is what makes this world perfect.
But how much that "a bit"?
By our pitiful human knowledge, we tend to think too much or too little.

When the question that are impossible to be answered being asked,
what kind of answer we should reply with?
THEY said to be silence is really disrespectful,
THEY said to answer means the very same disrespect!

When problems that aren't have any concrete solution being told,
the only advice is just we have to manage our mindset.
THEY said it's rude to talk that way for of person,
THEY said to remain idle to that thing is not good too.

The fatality of a fault we try to avoid...

When we are in awry position,
that doing something means fault,
that not doing something also means fault,
What more I could say? What more I could ask?

When a fault that are not our doings being told to us,
in a way that is beyond our comprehension to be replied,
Is that means that THEY expect words of apologize from us?
Or is that means that THEY are actually blaming us?

When unfavorable conditions arise,
should we blame others or should we blame our self?
No matter what we choose, both are destructive.
We hurt others, we hurt ourselves...

No matter how close peoples are,
in the end we should, we must understand,
it's nearly impossible to be able to understand others perfectly,
it's nearly impossible for each of us to be understood perfectly by others.

Each of us surrounded by an invisible fortress that must remain untouched,
too far and it means avoidance, too close and it means insult.
But how can we measure each others best distance?
How can we expect for others to understand our best distance?

The blue sky looked upon us proudly,
embracing our laugh and lament.
Can't we live without hurting anything?
Laugh is but a pain relievers...

Being understand and being understood,
its chance is like a grain within desert...

To talk like this to a person,
most will think this words are offenses.
The only thing I could do is write publicly and pray,
that this words will be heard by those who are concerned!

Think!

"Do what you love"

I wanna do what I love and live my life fully,
but if I do what I love, nobody can rely on me.
After all, money is the things that turns this world around...

"Love what you do"

If I don't like it in the first place,
can I learn to love it as the time goes by?
They said, being adult means we can smile no matter what things we must done...
Whether we like it or not...
And maybe I'm just not adult enough...
I cannot do what I love, therefore I must learn to love what I do...

"If I stopped to cherish myself, will the world come to cherish me?"

The worst I afraid of,
is when I throw away every single happiness,
or even to abandon all my hope as well,
nobody come to cherish at all,
and live is more like a machine without feeling...

Depend on You

By : Ayumi Hamazaki

If you were to set out on a journey
When that day comes
Let's begin there together

Those times when it seems like you're about to reach the goal you aimed for
Have you noticed that it's still far away?
Exactly how far are we supposed to go
And what should we do with these endless days?

If you're tired from flying so long
It's alright to rest your wings
I'll be right here

If you were to set out on a journey
When that day comes
Let's begin there together

Do you want to try believing in a single beam of light?
Or would you prefer to quiver in darkness?

If your wings which have flown so long
Can no longer flap
I will warm them for you

There is definitely
One person who
Needs you
And that person who needs you
Would definitely always
Be smiling by your side

If you're tired from flying so long
It's alright to rest your wings
I'll be right here

Someday we'll all set out on a journey
That day is definitely coming, right?
It's even okay to throw everything else out
As it begins from here
The story of the two of us
Is filled with worries and hopes

Fuse of Excitement

 Original Title : Tokimeki no Doukasen
 By : Konno Yukari

If I call out your name, then
I might suddenly wake up.
It's not going to work out that well for us...
meeting again by chance.

In a crowd, you're just looking
at girls with the same hair-cut as me.
You're probably looking for someone.
I wonder if it's your lover?

In that moment our eyes met,
I realized it was me you were looking for.

It can't be! It can't be. You're running right toward me.

The fuse of excitement
runs all through my body.
I don't want to fall to pieces, so
I've got to get a hold of myself.

But a little bit, today, a little bit,
I feel like a lost kitten.
If you approach me with kindness,
I can't help but follow you.  Meow

What you said
was so very similar
to the lines that were spoken to me
in the dream that I had last night.

Loving and being loved
has only a grain of chance.

"But, you know, that grain is me" you said.

The fuse of excitement
is sizzling down.
I've got to blow it out right away, or else
I'll surely end up getting hurt some day.

But a little bit, only a little bit,
I want to approach you as I am.
But when I can't even touch your hand,
how can I hold on to you?  Meow

In that moment our eyes met,
I realized it was me you were looking for.

It can't be! It can't be. You're running right toward me.

The fuse of excitement
runs all through my body.
I don't want to fall to pieces,
so I've got to get a hold of myself.

But a little bit, today, a little bit,
I feel like a lost kitten.
If you approach me with kindness,
I can't help but follow you.  Meow

You -Visionen im Spiegel-

song: yuzuki
composition: dai
arrangement: bermei.inazawa

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?

I realized for the first time 
I've lost the things that have filled my heart till now
How much you supported me
How much you made me smile

That I'd lost them was too much to consider
Even though I struggled so desperately to reach out my hand and take them back
Like the wind they slipped through, looking as though they would reach me, but did not

My chest was tightened by loneliness and despair
My heart felt like it would break
But your smiling face remained in my memories
Always encouraging me
Let's return to those days once more
I know it will be alright this time
Always smiling at your side
Close by your side

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?
Will you smile for me like always?
Right now, it's all I continue to ask for

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?

Don't Ask Who I Am

Original title : Bie Wen Wo Shi Sui
By: Linda Wong

I've never said whom I love, or who I'm languishing for
I've never even considered if it's right or not
My eyes are filled with exhaustion
I always feel it's tiring to face myself

I also need someone to be with me, to not let me be heartbroken
To let me love deeply without regret
Actually, I'm not even like what they say
Having many thorns, and hard to be comforted

A lover's heart shouldn't have faults
Then, why am I always crying at night?
Everyday, embracing my loneliness to sleep
Experiencing a life without any flavor

Don't ask who I am, please love me
No one can understand my sincerity
There aren't many people like me
Why must I still suffer like this?

Don't ask who I am, please be honest with me
See the tears flowing in the corners of my eyes
You and I don't have any differences at all
But my heart is more easily broken

Beautiful World

By : Maeda Ai
Ost. Kino's Journey

The rain that started far away,
While someone is getting wet, softly trembling,
Going through the mountains, checking the clouds,
Blown by the wind, I met the stars,
And then the journey continues,
so the Beautiful World,
We are going, a quiet voice,
so the Beautiful World,
Because we can hear it, we travel the world.

However many nights go past,
Somewhere I think we will be watching the same moon,
Getting lost in the woods, nestling against the sky,
Visiting countries, meeting people,
And then the journey doesn't end,
so the Beautiful World,
Where are we coming from, where are we going to?,
so the Beautiful World,
Continuously flowing, we travel the world.


Going through the mountains, checking the clouds,
Blown by the wind, I met the stars,
And then the journey continues,
so the Beautiful World,
We are going, a quiet voice,
so the Beautiful World,
Because we can hear it, we travel the world.