Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Think!

"Do what you love"

I wanna do what I love and live my life fully,
but if I do what I love, nobody can rely on me.
After all, money is the things that turns this world around...

"Love what you do"

If I don't like it in the first place,
can I learn to love it as the time goes by?
They said, being adult means we can smile no matter what things we must done...
Whether we like it or not...
And maybe I'm just not adult enough...
I cannot do what I love, therefore I must learn to love what I do...

"If I stopped to cherish myself, will the world come to cherish me?"

The worst I afraid of,
is when I throw away every single happiness,
or even to abandon all my hope as well,
nobody come to cherish at all,
and live is more like a machine without feeling...

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Depend on You

By : Ayumi Hamazaki

If you were to set out on a journey
When that day comes
Let's begin there together

Those times when it seems like you're about to reach the goal you aimed for
Have you noticed that it's still far away?
Exactly how far are we supposed to go
And what should we do with these endless days?

If you're tired from flying so long
It's alright to rest your wings
I'll be right here

If you were to set out on a journey
When that day comes
Let's begin there together

Do you want to try believing in a single beam of light?
Or would you prefer to quiver in darkness?

If your wings which have flown so long
Can no longer flap
I will warm them for you

There is definitely
One person who
Needs you
And that person who needs you
Would definitely always
Be smiling by your side

If you're tired from flying so long
It's alright to rest your wings
I'll be right here

Someday we'll all set out on a journey
That day is definitely coming, right?
It's even okay to throw everything else out
As it begins from here
The story of the two of us
Is filled with worries and hopes

Fuse of Excitement

 Original Title : Tokimeki no Doukasen
 By : Konno Yukari

If I call out your name, then
I might suddenly wake up.
It's not going to work out that well for us...
meeting again by chance.

In a crowd, you're just looking
at girls with the same hair-cut as me.
You're probably looking for someone.
I wonder if it's your lover?

In that moment our eyes met,
I realized it was me you were looking for.

It can't be! It can't be. You're running right toward me.

The fuse of excitement
runs all through my body.
I don't want to fall to pieces, so
I've got to get a hold of myself.

But a little bit, today, a little bit,
I feel like a lost kitten.
If you approach me with kindness,
I can't help but follow you.  Meow

What you said
was so very similar
to the lines that were spoken to me
in the dream that I had last night.

Loving and being loved
has only a grain of chance.

"But, you know, that grain is me" you said.

The fuse of excitement
is sizzling down.
I've got to blow it out right away, or else
I'll surely end up getting hurt some day.

But a little bit, only a little bit,
I want to approach you as I am.
But when I can't even touch your hand,
how can I hold on to you?  Meow

In that moment our eyes met,
I realized it was me you were looking for.

It can't be! It can't be. You're running right toward me.

The fuse of excitement
runs all through my body.
I don't want to fall to pieces,
so I've got to get a hold of myself.

But a little bit, today, a little bit,
I feel like a lost kitten.
If you approach me with kindness,
I can't help but follow you.  Meow

Friday, September 13, 2013

You -Visionen im Spiegel-

song: yuzuki
composition: dai
arrangement: bermei.inazawa

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?

I realized for the first time 
I've lost the things that have filled my heart till now
How much you supported me
How much you made me smile

That I'd lost them was too much to consider
Even though I struggled so desperately to reach out my hand and take them back
Like the wind they slipped through, looking as though they would reach me, but did not

My chest was tightened by loneliness and despair
My heart felt like it would break
But your smiling face remained in my memories
Always encouraging me
Let's return to those days once more
I know it will be alright this time
Always smiling at your side
Close by your side

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?
Will you smile for me like always?
Right now, it's all I continue to ask for

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?

Don't Ask Who I Am

Original title : Bie Wen Wo Shi Sui
By: Linda Wong

I've never said whom I love, or who I'm languishing for
I've never even considered if it's right or not
My eyes are filled with exhaustion
I always feel it's tiring to face myself

I also need someone to be with me, to not let me be heartbroken
To let me love deeply without regret
Actually, I'm not even like what they say
Having many thorns, and hard to be comforted

A lover's heart shouldn't have faults
Then, why am I always crying at night?
Everyday, embracing my loneliness to sleep
Experiencing a life without any flavor

Don't ask who I am, please love me
No one can understand my sincerity
There aren't many people like me
Why must I still suffer like this?

Don't ask who I am, please be honest with me
See the tears flowing in the corners of my eyes
You and I don't have any differences at all
But my heart is more easily broken

Beautiful World

By : Maeda Ai
Ost. Kino's Journey

The rain that started far away,
While someone is getting wet, softly trembling,
Going through the mountains, checking the clouds,
Blown by the wind, I met the stars,
And then the journey continues,
so the Beautiful World,
We are going, a quiet voice,
so the Beautiful World,
Because we can hear it, we travel the world.

However many nights go past,
Somewhere I think we will be watching the same moon,
Getting lost in the woods, nestling against the sky,
Visiting countries, meeting people,
And then the journey doesn't end,
so the Beautiful World,
Where are we coming from, where are we going to?,
so the Beautiful World,
Continuously flowing, we travel the world.


Going through the mountains, checking the clouds,
Blown by the wind, I met the stars,
And then the journey continues,
so the Beautiful World,
We are going, a quiet voice,
so the Beautiful World,
Because we can hear it, we travel the world.

Deep in my heart

Original Title : Toom Yoo Nai Jai
Ost. SuckSeed
By : Aof Big Ass

This is the melody of the past between us
Whenever I hear it, the more I think about the old days
However long it’s been, this song is still ours
I still have the beat in my heart

However the songs of love that you’ve sang have been
Days that you’re lonely, whose song will you miss?
Since we separated, how are you today?
I want to know

*
When the clock is never lazy
Its hands turn and time makes everything change
But I still have all the good memories

**
I still have only you, just the same, and that’ll never change
I still have only you, just the same, and it’ll never change
The more empty my time is, in my heart, the more I long for you
I still have our song lyrics from yesterday
Whenever I hear them, my heart is still like this
The time has passed for so long, for years
But this song is still the beat in my heart

The days that your dreams don’t follow your heart
When everything’s chaos, wrong, and falling apart
At least I’m still happy
That I once had you

(*,**,**)

Even if we haven’t seen each other in years
This song is still the beat in my heart

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Between Sky and You

Original Title : Sora to Kimi no Aida ni
By : Nakajima Miyuki

In your time of sorrow,
I will be a poplar branch.
I have not the words to say
To take advantage of a lonely girl.

I saw the true nature
Of the one who made you cry
On that long-ago night,
When you held me back and drove me off.

My love is still here.
It is still here, forever.

[Chorus]:
Between the sky and you,
Cold rain will fall today.
If you would only show me a smile,
I would do anything, right or wrong.

[Repeat Chorus]

When men swear lightly,
"I understand your heart,"
Why do women go to them,
And then cry?

It hurts me so to see
Your eyes steeled in anger.
Don't let yourself be
Forever bound to him by hatred.

My love is still here.
It is still here, so hold your head up high.

[Repeat chorus x 3]

Monday, August 26, 2013

Sea of Miracles

Original Title : Umi no Kiseki
Sung by: Sakamoto Ma'aya
Lyrics: Iwasato Yuuho
Composition/Arrangement: Kanno Youko

(Yeah yeah yea~~h, Hey hey he~y hey he~~y)

The dark night sky separates us
to lay bare our hearts as they call out to each other.
Cast off your useless trappings. Some things can only be seen
when you've lost everything. [1]

Oh wind, I will stand and face you!
I will go to the sea of anguish,
though bonds cut my chest,
and the crushing waves are endless.

(Yeah yeah yea~~h, Hey hey he~y hey he~~y)

What does everyone seek by fighting?
Does spilled blood cause flowers to bloom?
Until the precious tomorrow is in my hands...
Until the day we meet...

Oh wind, I will stand and face you!
I will go and head for the brilliance.
Embracing prayer to my heart,
I wander the seemingly dark future.

[Instrumental/Chanting] [2]

Oh wind, I am not afraid!
Love is the miracle I have found!
It's my joy to believe in you.
The storm blows so that we might realize [our] love.

Alive

By : RAIKO

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
That's right, breathe in a silent breath
Look to the vast sky, jump in
Take a break once in a while when it rains
Let the wind take the destination
All the regrets you carry
Can't let these scars go to waste
Carve an emblem into your arm, lets go  as long as we love
That's right,  from here on is the Show Time

Ah Like the past that lives in this fading polaroid picture
Just like the days we hung out
We searched for a place so we can sit in the sun
We fought every day like this  The one step you gotta take for your desire
A real fight for yourself  Let's sing this song forever in this place

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
Morning dawn tells you the beginning  Between the borders of dream and reality
What's Say until the day my voice dies away
keep on truckin' Another Day
All aboard ready to go  Develop a single road yeah
Soon flowers bloom along the way  And will spread its wing toward the future
Reality burdens real heavy but go for the top  Like a No Culture
A monkey can only be a monkey Oh
One can only be himself Yo
Before you worry about tomorrow with your head down
Be what you wanna be today
Rebirth,  today's a fine day  I've got nothing to worry for

Reality leans heavy on me
And it's torturing me
Nothing comes easy
I know that well enough

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good
With all the regrets I've gone through
I'll be a person with taste
Even turn sadness into a wind
Keep on going strong, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
That's right, breathe in a silent breath
Look to the vast sky, jump in
Take a break once in a while when it rains
Let the wind take the destination
All the regrets you carry
Can't let these scars go to waste
Carve an emblem into your arm, lets go  as long as we love
That's right,  from here on is the Show Time

Lost Words

Original Title : Nakushita Kotoba
By : No Regret Life

The things I hold in my hands are droplets of time
Softly I grasp them, forgotten memories, lost words

I remember them one by one
And though I felt like I understood all them
The words faded as soon as they got near me

An evening without an apparent answer
Flakes of warmth
Longing for something faraway
I live repeating these over and over

The things I hold in my hands are droplets of time
Softly I grasp them, forgotten memories, lost words

I want to grasp all of your thoughts before they cool
As "people", we still can't share that feeling

The meaning your words give
The feelings with no comparison
Emotions with no answer
If only we could communicate by meeting eye to eye

The things I hold in my hands are droplets of time
Softly I grasp them, forgotten memories, lost words

I'll keep these feelings in my heart

"I've lost them..."

Innocent World

Artist: Mr. Children
Title: Innocent World
Words: Sakurai Kazutoshi
Music: Sakurai Kazutoshi

We embraced each other with our backs turned to the darkening city.
Those days seize my heart.
When my thoughtless words hurt you. And then you were gone.
These days, this miserable man reflecting in the window
has become dear to me as well.

Ah in the way that I do, I hold onto the dream I refused to throwaway
and keep walking to the end is that all right, mr. myself ?

All the time my heart goes along easily and gently
with this melody overflowing in my chest.
I’ll climb the sunny slope, but before this, I’d like to meet you again
somewhere.

Recently even our dinner topics are spoiled by business,
if we look at everything from so many angles
then we lose sight of ourselves.

Through a series of intricate relationships,
I can make the accounts balance but,
Ah you are unaffected in your quiet little life,
sometimes it’s like you just let the wind decide your fate
Isn’t that right, oh Miss yourself ?

Being hit by a weary June rain.
remembering the season I was full of love I sing !
Somewhere along the way I had forgotten but
show me something like a smile
and my uncertain feelings will be liberated
to the other side of the rainbow.

In street corners that keep changing,
the fragments of dreams come to life.
Oh except now,
and then just as I am, tomorrow as well I intend to continue on
toward this far away light in my chest. Is that all right, mr. myself?

All the time the melody overflowing in my chest,
my kind and gentle heart aches.
before I climb the sunny slope
it would be nice if we could meet again somewhere

At that time I’ll be laughing, going to the other side of the rainbow.
Innocent World. eternally continuing innocent world.

Translated by: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma.

Friday, August 23, 2013

Wind of Magic

Under this sky, the miracle of meeting you
For sure was decided a long time ago.

Yes, even in the nights I held my knee alone,
If we could look at each other like that, it would change into my strength.

In order to not let the fingertip I hold go,
Let's walk together forever the path that starts today.
Taking a ride in the time wind, let's cross the heaven,
Somewhere in the rainbow that leads to the door of the dreams.

Hey, do you remember our first and short kiss?
This frozen heart started to speed up.

I feel tomorrow we can be happy.
Let's being a trip holding our hands filled of love.

The wind gathers meetings, splits and unreachable feelings,
And take them kindly, it's a magic.

Now, I believe destiny exists.
Taking a ride in the time wind, let's cross the heaven,
Somewhere in the rainbow that leads to the door of the dreams.

Original title : Kaze no Mahou
By : Ottou Fumi

Invisible Power

Everyone must have a dream--you do, and even I do
--although we are probably too busy to pursue it.

The Invisible Power is motivating me right now.
As long as you feel it, even future doesn't feel gloomy anymore.
"We'll be alright. Good luck, my friends."
I will never forget my dearly loved friends' words.

Just what kind of words was I REALLY trying to say?
No matter how much I regret, those days will not return.

The Unwavering Power is whispering to you right now:
"IT'S OK BABY." To live while loving someone is not scary at all.
How come my true feelings can never be conveyed
until after everything is over?

Everyone is tied to one another by the Invisible Power,
so it's no big deal
whether we stay close or become separated.
Yesterday, today, and tomorrow,
you will always remain in my heart as you smile.

O Invisible Power! Shine!
You've got to be strong!
It's never too late!
I never say die!
O Unwavering Power! Fill inside me!
You've got be strong!
It's never too late!
I never say die!
O Invisible Power! Shine!
You've got to be strong!
It's never too late!
I never say die!

Original Title : Mienai Chikara
By : B'z

Robinson

Somehow the new season is full of painful days
I chased after you on my bike as you ran by the dry river bed
You carried a nostalgic record and an overblown episode
Over your tired shoulders and your frown was blinding

As if saying the same words at the same time
We created a world with this overflowing magic

A world only for us that no one can touch
So I’ll never let your hand go
If by some great power we floated into the sky
Lu la la, then we’d ride the winds of the cosmos

Even an abandoned cat surviving in a corner resembles you a little
I pick her up and she grudgingly rubs her face on my cheek
The round window I looked up to at the usual intersection
Was slightly dirty as the nigh crescent moon looked back at me

I ambushed you in my dreams, your eyes were full of surprise
And now we will be reborn here

A world only for us that no one can touch
We’ll spread the endless song
If by some great power we floated into the sky
Lu la la, then we’d ride the winds of the cosmos

If by some great power we floated into the sky
Lu la la, then we’d ride the winds of the cosmos
Lu la la, then we’d ride the winds of the cosmos

By : Spitz

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Angin, Air

Angin berhembus,
Air menetes,

Mengapa ada kebahagiaan?

Pikiran yang bebas dari kekhawatiran,
itulah kebahagiaan...

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Prayer of Purification

The Great Wisdom One, Protector of this world,
whose shine cannot compare to the thousand moon,
in you I'm taking refuge,
for my sins are too great for any human to be forgiven,
please have a compassion upon me and grant me peace.

Whenever anger and wrath arise within my mind,
thinking that everything is wrong,
and desperately try to destroy everything,
O the Immovable One from the peace of mind,
grant me such tranquility for my mind has been distorted by hatred,
to see things like mirror that reflect everything without judgement,
to be like the sky that never holding black or white,
but simply let things come and pass,
thus accomplishing the true peace without being affected by outer influence.

Whenever ego and pride arise within my mind,
seeing myself highly and the most rightful one,
yet seeing others as filthy loathe,
O the Precious One whose mind adorned by wisdom,
let me see the true fundamental of every living things that is without difference,
for everyone is born from the same cause, stained by the same things, and suffer equally,
but like lotus flower, they could rise from the dirt in beauty,
leaving the filth behind,
thus accomplishing the highest vision that could see beauty within everyone.

Whenever lust and attachment arise within my mind,
burned with passion, forgetting everything else,
blindly doing anything for happiness that not lasts long.
O the Bright One who shines upon the darkness of mind,
shine upon me too so I can see things as they are clearly,
without judging based on our ordinary concept that falsely formed,
for everything is just exist, but our deluded mind who label it as pleasing or not.
With the clear mind free from deluded lust,
thus accomplishing the true joy that is free from craving and attachment.

Whenever envy and jealousy arise within my mind,
greedily craving for other's belonging,
and be angry with other's virtue,
O the Swift One in action and compassion,
release me from ordinary concept that build since beginningless time,
about what is important and what is not,
so I can truly see the true importance in my life,
without influenced by other's,
thus accomplishing the true attainment that brings true happiness.

Whenever confusion and ignorance arise within my mind,
unable to understand and explain the wisdom,
and unable to differ what is right or wrong,
O the Perfect one in every aspect,
bless me with your unlimited wisdom,
that could see and understand everything under and beyond this sky.
For I have nothing but a pure devotion to You,
please show me the way, that lead into the perfect wisdom,
that I may have no regret in everything I do.

O Blessed One,
that is both peaceful and wrathful,
your kindness grant me peace and joy that I never had,
but your wisdom let me see through the bitterness that reside in live.
The path you've shown, only me who can walk it.
I pray for your blessing,
that no obstacle may harm me,
that I may go through this purification safely,
for joy and sorrow is nothing but separated by this filthy mind.

When the time comes,
may I join You for saving even more live,
to grant them peace, to grant them wisdom,
to grant them endless joy,
as the repay of Your kindness.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Lonely, Longing for the Past

Four song that describe my feelings now...

The Messenger
The feel of loneliness and isolated. Nobody accompany, nobody hears...



Dear You ~Visions in the Mirror~
Somewhat missing my friends. We used to share most of our time together...



Samsara
Longing for the past that will never come back. Source of all kinds of pain...




Loop
A brand new hope that our path will crossing again someday... ^^



Yeah, whatever, live must go on... See you later friends!

Monday, February 11, 2013

A Sincere Prayer

I usually don't realize that I've been bleeding,
until I see my own bloody wound.
Alas, I usually don't realize that my heart has been hurt,
until I feel my tears coming down.

Sometimes I just don't understand,
what actually I'm expecting?
What do I want?
And what is the most important things to me...

I don't even know whether I love you or not,

but whenever I see you cry,
even if my own tears already dried up,
I'm starting to feel the sadness that is left within me.

And when I see you smile,
even if I myself cannot smile,
I'm starting to feel a little joy that is still left within me.

It's ok when I'm hurt,
for I already used to it.
But it's hurting me more,
to see you are being hurt.

So please take care of yourself,
for I cannot always be with you everytime.
I have my own life,
you have your own life.

Sometimes in the future,
our path will be separated,
and yet will intersect again.

Even if I don't hear about you,
what are you doing,
or how are you now,
I pray for night and day,
that I will never hear that you are grieveing.